Selfnote : Be grateful

How about sharing a little piece of my thoughts tonight :) Note to self and my beloved readers ♥

Im a human. Far beyond perfect and no by means flawless. I do feel ungrateful sometimes, i feel as if i deserve more goods, i want more materials, i want people approval, i want this and that. I think i can control people or the way they acted to me or the way they treat me.

Life is not a bed of roses. It's torn and roses. There are times when things didn't worked out well as i expected it to be. There are times i feel frustrated, grumpy ,moody, depressed and any other negative emotions and feelings- you name it, ive experienced more.

I think in order for me to be happy, i must get something that i wanted. It is as if the materials that i wanted are the measure to my happiness which is absolutely wrong. My happiness, your happiness does not measured to how much materials you could accumulate, or how much human approval you can get. Your happiness lies within you. In your soul, attitude and behavior.

I wanted people to treat me more as i feel i deserve more which is so self-centered. Through times and lessons learned, i found that non of the materials matter most than thing in your life that doesn't cost any cent but are valuable and priceless such as :
♥Life itself
♥Parents and family including your relatives and your loved ones
♥Health
♥Peace
♥Be able to breath and live each days
♥Be able to walk
♥Be able to talk
♥Be able to see
♥Be able to hear
♥and so much more blessings in life that we often overlook.

These things doesn't cost you any cent or dollar or ringgit but it is the most essentials things in life that keep us going without we even realize it. God gives you what you needed, and we should always be thankful for that.

It takes me a very long time to eventually got to realize it, but that doesn't me im the best person today, im still learning from my mistakes, i still whining, complaining and think negatively from time to time because im just an ordinary human. But everytime i feel overwhelm with my own attitude, i would sit back, and think about all the good things i have in life. I tell myself to be grateful of what i have. And this makes me feel better each times.

Appreciate what you have before it's gone. Do the very best of what you've got. Most importantly is never ever comparing youself nor your life with others. It'll kills the happiness within you. Be happy and grateful and proud of what you are and in the mean time , improve yourself to be better . It's hard and difficult i know, but the key is never give up  never give in.

If you stumble and fall, get back up and moving on. We do feel not okay sometimes, and thats okay because you're just a human, you have heart,feelings,emotions and once you settled crying and weeping, rise again. You're strong enough. And YOU'RE ENOUGH.

❥Thank you for your time. Have a blessed day. May this entry will make you and i a better person from time to time :)